Anonymous Bitches

How do you not hear what everyone is telling you?
You don’t want to hear.
You shut everyone up with anger and sulking.
I know you hear it.
I know you know.

When you are alone at night, asleep in your bed
I know there are times when your eyes suddently open.
You look around your darkened room.
You are covered in sweat and your heart is pounding.
You are completely and utterly alone.

In those moments you can’t keep the knowing
buried deep in the bottom of your mind,
away from your consciousness.
It rises to the top and won’t let you rest.
It terrifies you.
Because you know that you know.

In those moments, alone in the dark,
In abject mind-numbing terror,
When the prospect of facing God
with Your Treachery
Is looming in front of you,

In those moments.
Is the Power and Money worth it?

You’re always dressed
in your thousand dollar suits.
You’re still a lying, treacherous, thieving, murderous
thug
in a fine linen suit.

.. why I said we could have a guest in the house for a week?

Especially one who knows nothing about anything, refuses to understand that people (and laws) in one state are in no way, shape, or form, like those in another state, and just because something is illegal in a foreign country doesn’t make it so here in the US. AND who backseat drives even though this person has not, themselves, driven in a couple of years.

ARRRGH.

Not to mention that having a houseguest who is not used to dogs in a house where the dog runs the show causes more than a few run ins on its own.

And you wonder why it’s the Holidays and I’m MORE than happy to sit in my office?